Friday, March 30, 2012
He smiled blissfully,
He smiled blissfully, though in his smile there was a suggestion of
something like a martyr's anguish, or rather something humane and
lofty . . . I don't know how to express it; but highly developed
people, I fancy, can never have triumphantly and complacently happy
faces. He did not answer, but taking the portrait from the rings
with both hands brought it close to him, kissed it, and gently hung
it back on the wall.
"Observe," he said; "photographs very rarely turn out good
likenesses, and that one can easily understand: the originals, that
is all of us, are very rarely like ourselves. Only on rare
occasions does a man's face express his leading quality, his most
characteristic thought. The artist studies the face and divines
its characteristic meaning, though at the actual moment when he's
painting, it may not be in the face at all. Photography takes a
man as he is, and it is extremely possible that at moments Napoleon
would have turned out stupid, and Bismarck tender. Here, in this
portrait, by good luck the sun caught Sonia in her characteristic
moment of modest gentle love and rather wild shrinking chastity.
And how happy she was when at last she was convinced that I was so
eager to have her portrait. Though that photograph was taken not
so long ago, still she was younger then and handsomer; yet even
then she had those hollow cheeks, those lines on her forehead, that
shrinking timidity in her eyes, which seems to gain upon her with
the years, and increase as time goes on. Would you believe it,
dear boy? I can scarcely picture her now with a different face,
and yet you know she was once young and charming. Russian women go
off quickly, their beauty is only a passing gleam, and this is not
only due to racial peculiarity, but is because they are capable of
unlimited love. The Russian woman gives everything at once when
she loves--the moment and her whole destiny and the present and the
future: she does not know how to be thrifty, she keeps nothing
hidden in reserve; and their beauty is quickly consumed upon him
whom they love. Those hollow cheeks, they too were once a beauty
that has been consumed on me, on my brief amusement. You are glad
that I love your mother, and perhaps you didn't believe that I did
love her? Yes, my dear, I did love her very much, but I've done
her nothing but harm. . . . Here is another portrait--look at
that, too."
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